Friday, April 25, 2008

Emotion

All of us wants a companion and a confidant. Even in denial. Because as much friends as you have or none, there's only one person that you will always turn to, there's secrets you're too embarrass to tell even to your closest friends, but you tell your significant other. There's pride and flaws you do not show to others, but subconsciously and without you realizing it, you reveal them to that one special person because he/she will still have you and learn to accept that is a part of you. At the state of depression and desperation, that's the one person you turn to. I think that is the answer to question when do you know it is love.

There's a point in life when you love someone so much, you can't love anyone as much anymore. You won't have the energy to go through it again. All of us will go through that. That one person that you love so much, is the person that will hurt you the most and after you will no longer feel the climax of love anymore. Because you have got the best, how can it be possible to have another? Like the saying goes, lighting doesn't strike twice at the same place. Same thing I guess. I may be wrong, but for the moment, that's what I think. Because I have the best and I love him so much, so crazy like I have never loved before, but I don't own him. No one could own a person. That's a fact, even in marriage. You can never own a person. But make the best out of it while it lasted.

I am being so emotional. But that's what blog is for isn't it? Pour your feelings and guts out. Oh the wonders of writing. It is a good way to articulate your feelings, through anger, depression, distressing, happiness and everything else you want to convey but if you don't know how, I suggest writing.

Perhaps sleep would work wonders at this hour.

 
template by suckmylolly.com flower brushes by gvalkyrie.deviantart.com