It's 4 a.m. I can't seem to sleep and I'm in front of my computer trying to pen a few words here. Apparently an innocuous proposition made me ponder, which began in a listless way and later took a definite direction. I’m writing what I feel, grasping for air to breathe. I write when I feel I need to let things out particularly when there’s no one to talk to.
Although there are so many things going on in my head, I still think life is beautiful. The journey of the last two years has been beautiful. This new people I met that I call family now, and of course I can say at this point, the love of my life, Ikki.
He is my knight in shining amour; he was there when I was in need of a companion. He has shaped me to be a better person. He nurtures me to this level of maturity, although I still need to work on it. I wake up every morning thinking of him and the life I share with him. We argue about things, sometimes things that don’t even matter but I know for a fact, all these arguments made me understand him better and vice versa.
I am doing my level of best and want to make this most important relationship in my entire life a grand success. Because I know there would be no one like him and what I’ve shared with him is wonderful. I don’t think I will ever experience it with anyone else. He is my best friend, my psychologist, my mentor and everything else that is significant, but most of all he is the person I love most besides my family.
Although there are so many things going on in my head, I still think life is beautiful. The journey of the last two years has been beautiful. This new people I met that I call family now, and of course I can say at this point, the love of my life, Ikki.
He is my knight in shining amour; he was there when I was in need of a companion. He has shaped me to be a better person. He nurtures me to this level of maturity, although I still need to work on it. I wake up every morning thinking of him and the life I share with him. We argue about things, sometimes things that don’t even matter but I know for a fact, all these arguments made me understand him better and vice versa.
I am doing my level of best and want to make this most important relationship in my entire life a grand success. Because I know there would be no one like him and what I’ve shared with him is wonderful. I don’t think I will ever experience it with anyone else. He is my best friend, my psychologist, my mentor and everything else that is significant, but most of all he is the person I love most besides my family.
I love you, Ikki. I can't even begin to tell you how much I love you.
